. random musings .

was talking to 1 of my friends, this girl fr home whom i met here...
i guess i'm not the only one who feels like i've constantly got a veil over my eyes when it comes to deciding what to do for my future. i've always thought that other people seemed to always know what to do, or if they didn't they at least were more informed of their choices. i don't know how they manage to get so informed. i think i'm gonna go look for some counsellors next week to have a talk with them.
she was telling me how screwed up sg's education system is. she said she's been helping a whole buncha masters students with their work. tutoring them stuff that she learnt in poly.
Can u believe it? The info we learn in our dips is equivalent to the crap these people learn doing their degrees and MASTERS. MASTERS for god's sake! Most people everywhere else get diplomas in a year. Which is fair enough, I mean, you can't expect to learn much in the span of a year. So why do we come out of a 3 yr course with info that people learn in their MASTERS course.... and therefore graduate with a masters of something....and we only get a friggin DIP?!
And am I the last person from that little island that just discovered this info?
We could have bloody well grad-ed with a deg at the least. Not even asking for masters. Bastards. Or maybe jus plain nincompoops. rarrr

i'm pmsing. can u tell? but i'm quite sure if i wasn't i'd still be annoyed. GIVE ME BACK MY YOUTH U BASTARDS!

so last week was officially the last weekend of summer....
and i inadvertently spent saturday night dancing away at a club.
haven't done that for some time. kinda miss it, miss doing that with the bunch of mcm girls.
honestly, i haven't found as crazy and fun a bunch as you guys....and there i was at that age, thinking we were normal.... thinking i was such a quiet, normal, uncrazy girl.
compared to everyone i've met here so far, i'm pretty much considered jus lil off the centre.
weirdness
people here are no fun.
i doubt i'll ever find a buncha girls who'd do the lean back thing with or anything like that.