. trying to get over a 19 yr old habit .

i really wanted to put in my best effort this year
we're...what....4 weeks? (see i don't even know) into term with a major asg due in 2 wks and i havent even really digested the basic readings.
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i can stay up the whole night to finish a 500 pg novel but i can't even finish 250 pgs in 3 wks.


god give me strength!